paranoia will destroy ya...............

we had more storms today. this picture is so dark it almost looks black and white. i am so sick of these random rain storms. the only good thing is it is a lot cooler tonight. i don't have to turn on the ac and feel guilty about my carbon footprint..........................................

wow it sucks here when billy is gone. i feel like i don't have any contact with people for days. i forget what my voice sounds like. and at night every little sound i here i freak myself out. like someone or something is going to come and steal me. he gets home tomorrow so my paranoia will go away soon. hopefully! the only thing to keep me sane is the back to back episodes of family guy, which is an addiction i am not proud of....lets face it, yes, yes i am proud of it.........

he seems to be having fun in atlanta. his company is having a "national meeting" it has been going on since sunday. they took everyone to the braves game, minus billy and four other guys because according to him, they were smart and didn't go. i guess he was right because it was like 95 degrees there and the other 300 employees almost had heat stroke. and yesterday they played golf. today they played softball. sorry, but that does not sound like a meeting to me. at the "meetings" i go to i listen to someone talk about advanced periodontal disease or halitosis.

so it is off to the islands at the end of the week. hopefully we can get our little boat in the water.