not today

for a while now
whenever you have
crossed my mind
i ignore the fact
that you are gone

but not today.
not today.

i finally hung you
in a frame
on my wall
as if to finally say
you are gone.

and it looks good there.
it looks good

and as i sat down
on this rainy day
to write this my music
randomly played
purple rain

and i cried.
i cried.