i must go away, wait for me here, silently stay, and don't ask me why, only believe, this is not goodbye

"Light on my Shoulder" by susie suh

"It's easier to fall and harder to stand

It's easier to cry and harder to laugh,

And I don’t know how, I don’t know why

But you’re the light on my shoulder

When I'm tired

It's easier to run and harder to be still

It's easier to think and harder to feel,

And I don’t know how, I don’t know why

But you’re the light on my shoulder

When I'm tired

It's easier to hide and harder to trust

It's easier to hate and harder to love

And I don’t know how, I don’t know anything

But you’re the temper in my voice

When I sing"

i dont need to prove

anything

i dont need to be in the room

for you to know

how i feel

i dont need to stare

at your empty chair

for validation

that you want me there

i dont need to pretend

to smile at them

for you to feel

ok

all i need to do

is write

and get it all out

on the page

for you to see

me

and i have,

and i do,

and i will

and you know

and thats all that matters