i'm not ready for this
i'm not ready for you to go
maybe it is selfish
but i am angry as hell
i am angry as hell

and the funny part is
you would be the first to say
get over this, em
shit happens to us all
life is not always fair

but you once told me your plans
those that you have worked
so hard to make
it hurts to see them fly away
see them float on by

i am trying to make sense of it all
trying to see it through
but the fact of the matter is
that i am angry as hell
i am angry as hell

river time

last weekend i finally made it to potters beach. between the yuck weather and our boat not getting in the water i had not made it over there yet. very sad in my opinion. but alas! it finally happened! do you think i am not happy at all???

the lovely miss logan! she is the most adorable sweety!!!

someone was making bubbles on the boat behind us...

relaxing in my favorite spot!

chris aka bogie and me

we were thinking we were going to get invaded by pirates

stop by and say hey

another summer has almost passed

passed me by without you

but lately i have not felt so sad

just sentimental

so i thought i would stop by

and say hey

i still have my little dreams

with my little conversations

with you

and when i wake up

fresh from talking with you

i know they were real

now the only thing

i fear the most

is that you will slowly fade

slowly fade away

with time

i think as long as

i hold this key in my hands

that my heart will

always be open

to let you into

my sleeping mind

so i'll see ya there

and when i am feeling sentimental

just stop by

to say hey

so when i wake up

i will know

you are still here

boldt castle in pictures